I have recently been diagnosed with MDS, RARS. I am too young and have 2 young children at home. This condition according to my haematologist is the mild form and I have a good prognosis. However, I have fear of the unknown. I have turned everything over to God but have to keep reminiding myself that it is out of my control. I just don't understand how I could have gotten something like this.... Does anyone have the same doubts and fears? I do not have any symptoms related to the disease. However, I have new symptoms related to anxiety that make my life less joyful than it used to be. How do people cope with this?